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I had a dream last night,
First I remember in a long time.
I was in a house that was expanding from the inside.
Found everything I need, food and a place to breathe.
Found this pretentious fuck in the dining room,
Talking black and white, left hand, right hand.
I said: "Hey man. It's a big, gray world."
He asked me my name, I said "it doesn't matter."
(It doesn't matter. What really matters?)
A silent war deep inside me,
Other voices fight to guide me.
Truth and lies, they're all the same.
Please do not give this thing a name.
I had a dream last night that my life was a TV show.
Ratings in the toilet and I was getting cancelled.
Everyone I knew got cast in other projects,
But for me it just meant annihilation.
A silent war deep inside me,
Other voices fight to guide me.
You can't hurt me worse than I do.
Leave if you won't see this through.
I used to think that stasis was the enemy,
The most useless part of the Holy Trinity.
I used to think that I was The Great Creator,
But it all falls apart sooner or later.
I captured my shadow and locked it away.
I buried it deep, and in darkness it grew.
We avert our eyes from the face of destruction,
But sometimes it's the only way to build anew.
I had a dream last night,
It was so real that I could taste it.
A dead man on a rope was swinging from a rotting tree.
A bag on his head obscuring his face,
Had a white tan-line on his left ring finger.
Buzzards circling up in the sky.
He said: "Hey, man. Come join the club."
I asked him his name, he said "don't ask stupid questions."
(Don't ask stupid questions? They're all stupid questions.)
A silent war deep inside me,
Other voices fight to guide me.
Truth and lies, they're all the same.
Please do not give this thing a name.
A silent war deep inside me,
Other voices fight to guide me.
You can't hurt me worse than I do.
Leave if you won't see this through.
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Shadowbox,
track released October 31, 2014
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